I have to admit it but work is so freakkish bored that it kept me thinking lot of stuff.
It may seems contradicting, but yes I still have heavy workload despite all the msn chatting and friendster.

I get to think about my life, the philosophy I am leading right now, my family.

I think about the work and the shits that come with it, why I am here doing all these tasks that seem irrelevant to me, and my result which is due very soon.

I think about my friend, who came into my life and walk with me a thousand miles. Some move on so quickly by and gone beyond my reach, some stay on of whom I truly valued them as my soulmate.

I think about her, the reason why she appear in my life, and how I'm going to make her stay. The more I fell for her, the harder it is for me to get up.
For one day I know, loving her may be just as sweet as kissing a rose. Or more likely, the thorn in the rose.

I think about the past, the present and the future, yes I do think.

What am I going to be 5 years down the road? 10 years? Or possibly 20 years?

Life is too short for us to suffer, or cry in silence.
The more I dwell into finding the seemly answers, the more questions I get in return.

Will you amen after me?