Sky
30 November 2008
"And I want to play hide and seek, give you my clothes, tell you I love your shoes, sit on the steps when you take a bath, and massage your neck. And kiss your face, hold your hand, and go for a walk. Not mind when you eat my food, and meet you at Rudy's and talk about the day. Talk about your day and laugh at your, your paranoia. I give you tapes you don't even listen to, watch great films, watch terrible films. And tell you about the TV-program I saw the night before, and not laugh at your jokes. I want you in the morning, but let you sleep in for a while. Tell you how much I love your eyes, your lips, your neck, your tits, your arse. Sit on the steps, thinking, 'till your neighbours come home. Sit on the steps thinking 'till you come home. And worry when you're late, and be amazed when you're early. I'd give you sunflowers and go to your party and dance. Be sorry when I'm wrong and happy when you forgive me. Look at your photos and wish I'd known you forever. Hearing your voice in my ear, feel your skin on my skin, and get scared when you're angry. I tell you you're gorgeous, and hug you when you're anxious, and hold you when you're hurt, want you when I smell you, offend you when I touch you and whimper when I'm next to you. Whimper when I'm not. Dribble on your breast. Smother you in the night and get cold when you take the blanket and hot when you don't. Melt when you smile, dissolve when you laugh. But not understand how you think I'm rejecting you when I'm not rejecting you, and wonder how you could ever think I'm rejecting you. And wonder who you are, but I accept you anyway. And tell you about the tree angel, the enchanted forest boy who flew across the whole ocean because he loved you. I'd buy you presents you don't want and take them away again. And ask you to marry me, and you say no again but I keep on asking because though you think I don't mean it but I always have from the first time I asked you. I wander the city thinking. It's empty without you but I want what you want and think. I'm losing myself. But... But. But. I'll tell you the worst of me and try to give you the best of me because you don't deserve any less. Answer your questions when I'd rather not, and tell you the truth when I really don't want to, and try to be honest because I know you prefer it. And think it's all over, but hang on for just ten more minutes before you throw me out of your life. Forget who I am and let me try and get closer to you. And somehow, somehow, somehow communicate some of the overwhelming, undying, overpowering, unconditional, all-encompassing, heart-enriching, mind-expanding, ongoing, never-ending love... I have for you."
For me
But of the tree of knowledge of good and evil,
thou shalt not eat of it:
for in the day that thou eatest thereof
thou shalt surely die.
Genesis 2:17
Break Fast
17 November 2008
Three more weeks to POP! SOC, IPPT, HG then 24K (:
"It's one of the sweetest breakfast I ever ate in my Life"
=]
To give you the best of me
For You Truth For Me
09 November 2008
Back from my first field camp. Those shits that we went through were pretty norm but somehow, it was quite an positive experience for us, or for me personally. For example, stuff like observing jungle discipline, navigating around in total darkness, having a strong mental mindset etc. Wells, I guess those are stuff that makes people stronger. Good training and it was pretty fun as well (:
On a side note, combat ration ain't as bad as what people said. Hahah, tried cooking and it turned out tasty. Especially their Mee Goreng. Hahaha!
Anyway, I had escargots and steak from Bliss (Punggol Park) last Friday with my Dearest. The food were nice and I noticed they put in a lot of effort towards their food layout. Hmm, I guess any foods that associated with Aphrodisiacs are nice [....] Laugh* Okay, I'm just exaggerating. I don't have any craving for that now.
I had a birthday celebration with the cousins at Akira Japanese Restaurant near Tiong Bahru yesterday. It was ala carte buffet style. As expected, we kept spamming their sashimi and scallops (: It was niceeeeeeeee lol! Jeez. Also, I ordered this Chocolate cake from Rive Gauche which is located at Plaza Sin B2. Damn damn damn nice I tell you! I'd say it was one notch higher than those from Bakerzin's :D We caught Madagascar yesterday midnight after the dinner. The show carried some good cartoonish jokes and detailed animation. I would recommend it to anyone who wanna catch a light hearted show for a short stint, but definitely not for people who are busy.
I gotta leave SG soon. To that so near yet so far island away from Singapore. The feeling sucks everytime whenever I have to book in. Another field camp and it would be over! Hmm 30 more days to POPPPPP. Gotta be strong!
On a side note, combat ration ain't as bad as what people said. Hahah, tried cooking and it turned out tasty. Especially their Mee Goreng. Hahaha!
Anyway, I had escargots and steak from Bliss (Punggol Park) last Friday with my Dearest. The food were nice and I noticed they put in a lot of effort towards their food layout. Hmm, I guess any foods that associated with Aphrodisiacs are nice [....] Laugh* Okay, I'm just exaggerating. I don't have any craving for that now.
I had a birthday celebration with the cousins at Akira Japanese Restaurant near Tiong Bahru yesterday. It was ala carte buffet style. As expected, we kept spamming their sashimi and scallops (: It was niceeeeeeeee lol! Jeez. Also, I ordered this Chocolate cake from Rive Gauche which is located at Plaza Sin B2. Damn damn damn nice I tell you! I'd say it was one notch higher than those from Bakerzin's :D We caught Madagascar yesterday midnight after the dinner. The show carried some good cartoonish jokes and detailed animation. I would recommend it to anyone who wanna catch a light hearted show for a short stint, but definitely not for people who are busy.
I gotta leave SG soon. To that so near yet so far island away from Singapore. The feeling sucks everytime whenever I have to book in. Another field camp and it would be over! Hmm 30 more days to POPPPPP. Gotta be strong!
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