Why I can't go? =/
He's extremely insensitive. He would only try to explain stuff after things happened. What he said were meaningless, unconvincing already. He is selfish cause he only care about his own needs and wants. It happened so many times.
Is he good enough? He questioned himself. Sometimes when he was alone, he wondered, is there a spell that got him under, that keep him from feeling people emotions. But one thing for sure, he never doubt his heart once. It was all real, he strongly believed. He firmly assured. Yes, it's all real. Guide him back, don't leave him behind as he might never catch up again.
He hurt people. He hate himself. Love hurts.
The ache in his heart is killing him.